I was doing the ritual for success and prosperity and ever increasing income from the free green spells archive, the one from Dr. kioni. So anyhow my husband was okay until he went into a great deal of pain two nights ago, and a spirit told him that the only way i were to get wealthy was if he was dead, injured, or if we were divorced. I honestly feel that if i never ever told him that I was doing this, his mind wouldn't have been sending negative energy to my hoodoo and it would'nt have sent it right back to him.
So anyhow, husband took me to the beach, I had to throw the half-way burned down candle in the ocean, last night. However, I saved the two dollar bill, deposit slip, my hair, the lodestone and some of the herbs, and I buried it in a potted plant as I will be moving away from him January 2nd, we've agreed on a short term seperation from the marriage, this was before he new about any of my conjure.
I began to cry last night as i dismantled my conjure, i took my hair and stuff out of the candle. Now it's all in a potted plant, i am going to the bank to get dirt to put in there tomorrow. The plant will be going with me when I move.
i definitley plan on purchasing another candle and performing the ritual when i can afford it, when I am on my own. I hope to get a waitressing job soon...
Is keeping the remains of the spell still a good idea, even though it wasn't fulfilled on the full moon? is it pointless to keep the remains of the ritual, or will it still help? i feel that the conjure is thankful for saving it in the way that I did, and I apologized to the candle and told it that we would meet again, soon.
the night that my husband had an attack of pain, several hours before we went to sleep that night, I went down into our sleeping area and performed the ritual, he happened to come down and got real negative with me about it. (Irony? I think not!)
Could someone please lemme know what they think of all this: Aloha!
PS after i perform a ritual, I become very sexually aroused! What gives?