I completely agree with what Miss Aida told you, that you need to see a physician for the problems you're experiencing. You can certainly do spiritual work to help bring you peace and healing, but magic alone will not get rid of your mental and emotional issues.
You mentioned that you've seen a doctor recently but that the medicine didn't work. Did you tell the doctor that? Not all the medications used to treat psychiatric problems work for everyone. In fact, you may need to try a few before you find the one that works. The trick is not to give up, and to find a doctor you feel comfortable communicating with honestly.
Also, have you tried pairing medication with therapy? Those two approaches work well together for many people.
Take care and hang in there!
Thank you, St. Michael, St. Expedite and La Santisima Muerte!