So Tuesday was the last day of my novena and I lit a white candle as a "thank you" to Saint Martha for all her hard work... I gave her white wine, Malta, coffee, perfume, coffee, cornbread, dark chocolate and a dozen of white roses in front of her statue as a thanks with a rubber snake... Well me and my boyfriend had tension yesterday morning this morning and then he broke up with me today... He went from this loving man all these past weeks to breaking up with me just randomly… I'm wondering if the white candle offended her in some kind of way? It's the last week of the novena and I lit a white candle to represent love, purity, peace... I tried to explain that to her when I prayed… Did anybody else hear that she may have not liked white candles?
So as of now me and him are broken up and it ended really bad… It's so bad that I feel a strong sense of hate towards him!!! Like I really loved him but he was being really cold and mean then I just feel very hateful and angry... It ended with me screaming a bunch of times "I hate you, I hate you, I hate you" and I meant it... Seems odd... I was going to do another novena but I was going to see how the rest of the week played out… I don't want to keep doing novenas to keep a man!! I am hoping that because I lit a candle all of this is not happening LOL… Because I usually lit green ones!! Green ones were great for me! Anyways please let me know if anybody else has experience something similar!!! Thanks
Thank you Saint Martha for agreeing to work with me!
Thank you Saint Barbara for all you have done for me!!!