I don't know if you could give me a tarot reading or whatever you think I need but wow.... I need help.
My ex and I broke up and I missed him so I made a honey jar and also did a reconciliation spell. After I made the jar and prayed over it weird things started to happen.
I’ve always communicated with spirits in different ways. It was passed down by my mother.
A MUMBLING VOICE: This time when I talked to my guide, my left ear kept popping and the pressure in it kept changing.. it felt like someone was close trying to mumble to me.
A WORD: I started seeing my ex’s name and car everywhere. While working yesterday a woman asked for my number, when I asked for her name she told me it was “Lavender” which is what my ex and I agreed to name our daughter if we ever had one.. that isn't a common name so if you could imagine how weird I felt.
DOUBLE NUMBERS: I keep seeing double numbers. Mostly 11 but also 44 22 33 and 55. What in the world is that about?
A DREAM OF MY EX: I’m the type to have dreams that either happen years later or the very next day depending on how stressed I am. And my dreams are being weird too. I had a dream about us flirting through a door. There was a sense of happiness there but still sarcastic remarks on both ends (tension) yet I still woke up happy

MY RECURRING END-OF-THE-WORLD DREAM: 2 days later I had a recurring dream about the world ending. When I look into the sky there’s a red moon, and usually everyone on earth is burned to death. I’ve had this dream since I was 5 years old and it’s usually a warning. When I wake up I’m creeped out and that day/week something terrible always happens..
READERS TURN ME AWAY: As soon as I tell a reader what’s been going on they never answer back. LOL. I’m like.... does that mean I’m crazy, doomed, or both? LOL.