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Spells for Depression, OCD, Panic Attacks, Anxiety Disorder

New postby lmlvr » Thu Jan 29, 2009 10:43 pm

I wanted to ask you guys which candle is best to burn for healing depression-

and..... which candle is best to burn for increased energy & motivation?

Thanks, I appreciate it if you could advise me.
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Burning Candles For Healing Depression

New postby catherineyronwode » Thu Jan 29, 2009 11:47 pm

There are several candles used for depression. If the siuation may benefit from a doctor's diagnosis and care, try Dr. Jose Gregorio Hernandez. If the condition is of long standing and you are already consulting a doctor (people with serious depression should always be seen by a competent medical professional), then use Healing candles, a.k.a. Miracle Healing. If the depression was caused by childhood abuse, use Saint Dymphna candles. If the situation is a temporary one caused by sad situations, try Blessing. If bad people or bad habits of your own have gotten you down, add Cast Off Evil candles to your list.

For energy, try Power candles, John the Conqueror candles, Blessing candles.

For increased motivation, try Saint Expedite, who gets things done in a hurry.

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Burning Candles For Healing Depression

New postby lmlvr » Fri Jan 30, 2009 12:05 am

Thank you Cat so much for you suggestions.
This is mainly for depression caused by love relationships which has been going on for few years. And also for occasional emotional mistreatment and career issues.

Do you think I should go with the Miracle Healing...?

also....What would be BEST to use in order to have the "upper hand" in the relationship...? I have done Follow Me Boy, Stay with Me, Santisima Muerte and Intranquil Spirit before.

Thank you so much Cat and Lara for this forum that you have started, I really appreciate this space very much.
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Re: Burning Candles For Healing Depression

New postby Priestess Najah » Fri Jan 30, 2009 7:29 am

If this is a love relationship in which you are seeking to have the upper hand, and personal concerns are available to you, I would suggest capturing the personal concern, and placing it inside a petition paper. On the petition paper, write your lover's name 3 times, then turn the paper 90 degrees and write your name over the lover's name 3 times. Then in a unending circle, without lifting your pen, write out words to dominate in the relationship. I would then anoint the petition paper with John The Conqueror Oil, or Commanding Oil. I would then use a candle in the color that corresponds to your astrological sign, and place the petition paper under the candle. In my experience, a 7 day candle works best for this work. If you can time this work to the waxing Moon, which is a time of increase, that's even better. Hope this helps!
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Re: Burning Candles For Healing Depression

New postby lmlvr » Thu Feb 05, 2009 5:17 pm

Thank you so much Najah, for your assistance with my inquiry. I appreciate it very much :)
Since I have the oil that you mentioned I will try this sometime.
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Re: Burning Candles For Healing Depression

New postby lmlvr » Thu Feb 05, 2009 5:29 pm

Najah,

• You mentioned.... "capturing the personal concern, and placing it inside a petition paper"

---- Do I fold the petition paper towards me 3 times w/the personal concerns inside, and then placing it under the candle?

• Also where it says...."I would then anoint the petition paper"

----- Do I anoint the paper drawing a circle? Or should I add few drops on the center of the petition paper...?


I'm sorry for asking so many questions...,
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Re: Burning Candles For Healing Depression

New postby J Simulcik » Fri Feb 06, 2009 4:39 am

Not Najah, but I would say yes, fold toward you to capture the personal concern. And I would say anoint the corners of the paper.

Good luck!
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Re: Burning Candles For Healing Depression

New postby Dr Johannes » Sun Feb 22, 2009 7:21 pm

Before you try all the healing stuff it is advisable to "clean the wound and put on a good bandage".
So going for house cleansing once a week with Chinese Wash and a dash of Buffalo Ammonia followed by
the use of Protection or Fiery Wall of Protection products along with some Camphor in a glass of water besides
you when you sleep usually makes all healing work way better.

Depression can easily be fueled by Evil Eyes or other negative influenses which will be eliminated by the above.

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Spells and Prayers for Mental Illness Depression Anxiety OCD

New postby path2success » Sun Jun 14, 2009 8:04 am

This is kind of silly I feel but I really do need help in this aspect.
I'm trying to do a lot of things using LM products mainly for reconciliation. But the fact that time is passing as I order & wait for the products & that is scaring me. In that, I paid someone a huge amt who didnt contact me after that & now I have the entire responsibility of doing the work myself. So i'm studying as well as upset about my money and I haven't been able to sleep the last week. Yesterdy i've slept only 3 hours entire night thinking which LM product to use. Is there anything that may help me calm down and think logically because I know anything I do in this frame of mind may not manifest. Also I don't have the energy now as i'm nauseous & weak and at a loss.
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Re: Anything to calm mind & increase mental energy?

New postby nagasiva » Mon Jun 15, 2009 11:08 pm

it sounds like you would be best to

  1. get some sleep
  2. consult a doctor about your anxiety and sleep loss if it persists
  3. find ways to diversify your support base so that you're not dependent upon any specific outlet
  4. develop a regimen of prayer or meditation to ground and calm your nerves
  5. use Blessing Oil, Mojo, Bath, etc.
  6. use John the Conqueror Oil (particularly for males)
  7. use Tranquility Oil

I find sitting quietly in a field of grass or flowers is helpful for such calming.
or indeed a time in a forest.
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New postby mysiclady » Sat Jul 04, 2009 1:11 pm

Hello,Everyone I would like to know if anyone knows of anything that I could advise a friend to use or do concerning a member in her immediate family,She says recently that another family member had brought to her attention that another family member had spoke on thinking about commiting suicide,Although she says she thinks that it may be a hoax,But one never knows,She says she think it may be to get attention.so I would like to know if there is anything maybe she could purchase from luckymojo to assist her with this problem,Is there anything she could do or use with some items that she may already have at hand in the meantime?,Such as oils candles,herbs, prayers.

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Re: Spell to prevent suicide

New postby Chagrinedgirl » Sat Jul 04, 2009 10:23 pm

If your friend is comfortable petitioning the saints, Saint Dympha is the patron of mental illness, nervous disorders, that sort of thing. I've had some success working with her.
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Re: Spell to prevent suicide

New postby starsinthesky7 » Sun Jul 05, 2009 2:08 pm

Suicide is nothing to mess with. It is a delicate situation,and most people do not just do it to get attention. They need to be treated with love and care. I would HIGHLY recommend that someone seeks to get low cost, or even free counseling so that this individual can get the help that they need. You need to be direct about this with the person because if they have brought it up, and someone has swept it under the rug without addressing it head on. Then the person may feel worse, and that no one cares.

Yes, you can use a spell, but I would recommend that you get professional help. Spells are not a substitute for that by any means.
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Re: Spell to prevent suicide

New postby Miss Bri » Mon Jul 06, 2009 2:48 pm

I agree with Starsinthesky about seeking out professional counseling on the situation. As far as formulas that might be helpful, I think that King Solomon Wisdom, Clarity, Healing, and Blessing formulas are all good for this situation.
http://www.luckymojo.com/kingsolomonwisdom.html
http://www.luckymojo.com/products-clarity.html
http://www.luckymojo.com/candle-healing-miracle.html
http://www.luckymojo.com/blessing.html

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Spells for Depression, OCD, Panic Attacks, Anxiety Disorder

New postby yoopylucks » Fri Jul 10, 2009 12:49 pm

hello all how are you doing i just burned a saint michael candle annoited it with oil everything was fine then on the day the candle burned down realized that some anxiety has come over me can somebody tell me what that means does it mean that i lost the spiritual battle that i was in or did they through it back thank you any info would be great.
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Re: anxiety

New postby starsinthesky7 » Fri Jul 10, 2009 5:28 pm

I dont really get this question. St Michael protects you, and I have heard as long as the candle is burning, or you are saying prayer to him consistently that he will protect you. Now remember protection does not mean that you are cleansed. I would recommend cleansing yourself, and still keeping up on that St. Michael candle. He will definitely protect you.

Divination would need to be done to see if you lost the spiritual battle or if they reversed it on to you. But chances are you should do a unjiinxing/uncrossing bath while keep up on your protection.
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Re: anxiety

New postby catherineyronwode » Fri Jul 10, 2009 6:01 pm

If you suffer from OCD, Panic Attacks, or Anxiety Disorder, you may be feeling physical results of your disorder that are not related to your petition to Saint Michael. A spiritual reading -- and a medical exam -- would settle the question.
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Re: anxiety

New postby yoopylucks » Tue Jul 14, 2009 1:44 pm

lol thanks catherine but no i dont suffer from anxiety or panic and so on and so forth thats just how i felt after the work was finished so i was curious can i ask how do you know that someone is working without doing a reading this comes in example of me because i dont know divination yet i will soon.
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Re: anxiety

New postby Silverpony » Tue Jul 14, 2009 3:23 pm

I too occasionally have odd emotional reactions, but in my case it occurs only after having spiritual cleansing done. I don't otherwise have these reactions and I can recognize them for what they are because it's always immediately after a cleansing. I admit I still do not understand these reactions, but they definitely indicate the spell had strong energy. In terms of the reactions to the spiritual cleansings, I was told by the gal who did them, someone who had my trust implicitly, that it was just my physical body adjusting to the new, lighter vibration afterwards. My reaction to a really thorough cleansing usually kicks in about a day later and lasts a few days: slight nausea, some physical uncoordination, and a feeling of -lightness- that thankfully persists once the odd physical symtoms subside.

I mention this because you mention St. Michael, who's usually invoked for protection. You didn't mention the circumstances of your spell, so this is pure conjecture, but I wonder if it is possible you are having the same kind of reaction to an archangel's presence that I do to spiritual cleansing work.
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help needed-need to feel positive again

New postby katz1 » Tue Jul 21, 2009 11:23 am

hi


sorry to post such a negative thread

hope you can help me on the below

um here goes

I am having some really bad stuff happen this year, firstly my Aunt passed away in January, then my ex started being distant towards me back in April and hardly seeing me blowing hot and cold since. Then shortly afterwards my Dad passed away unexepectly back in April and I miss him so much :(

my tooth fell out and I have to fork out a lot of money to replace it which is something I don't have not after my Father's funeral
My car is also falling apart
And then 2 weeks ago I was told I am losing my job and am now worried i cannot get another job and i have bills to pay. As i am contracting I do not get any compensation in losing my job. Also since i started this job in December people at work have not been kind to me compared to my last job where I was quite popular

So here I am trying to be positive especially as I started on a honey jar on the ex but i am finding it extremely hard not just about the situation with the ex but about all the bad things that are happening and i feel so alone. I also lost my Mum 12 years ago and still have emotional dreams about her and miss her like crazy

i'm really trying to find ways to be more postitive but it just feels every time i pick myself up as i know nobody can help u in your moods, something bad happens...now i just feel down, cry a lot and have constant migraines and i know from reading posts this won't help me with my aim from honey jar so that just makes me feel even worse. I just wish for bad stuff to stop happening to me so i can stop being negative about everything

If anybody has any suggestions what i can do..i really need to stay focused and positive to hopefully acheive my wishes or if not just feel better and stop bad things happening but each knock back is making it hard for me to believe in the good of the world and the power of hoodoo. I really want to be strong and not let the small stuff you know upset me...for example a woman nearly knocked me over the other day and she actually told the people she was with it was my fault as i had crept up behind her (this was a few hours after visiting my parent's grave so i was feeling really sad) so i told this lady i didn't and she gave me a filthy look and made me feel i was mad and dirty

i don't think i am a bad person and am a supportive person to friends and family- i'm there for them in need etc but this year is just a joke so far. I just feel so alone and 'needy' and i don't want to be needy and feel u know that i am sinking all the time. I just want to feel positive and happy again and not worry, and to be able to be a strong person and stand on my own two feet without having to burden anybody

thanks and blessings

and thanks for reading

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Re: help needed-need to feel positive again

New postby gsk » Tue Jul 21, 2009 12:39 pm

Try some egg healing to remove negative energy. This really, really works very well. Take a picture of yourself and place a raw egg (in its shell) onto it, next to your bed. Visualise the egg removing your negative energy, and then go to bed. In the morning, take the egg and smash it into the toilet and flush away. Don't let it splash on you, and don't look at it - look away when smashing and flushing!

I can't remember whether I read this tip on LM or not but it's a simple spell that is extremely effective. Try it for three days and you'll feel the difference.
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Re: help needed-need to feel positive again

New postby KellyKat » Tue Jul 21, 2009 12:41 pm

I'm a newb to all of this but from reading other posts and the LM website I would say to try some uncrossing: http://www.luckymojo.com/products-uncrossing.html or maybe some jinx killer: http://www.luckymojo.com/products-jinx-killer.html
I think I would also suggest a house and personal cleansing followed up by some protection work.
From my personal experience I think that taking charge of a situation and doing something about it may be just the push your attitude needs. Even if you're only doing a small spell/prayer or whatever I think it's empowering because you're not just sitting back and letting life happen to you. But on the other hand you do have to know the difference between things you can change and things that you can't. Like I said I'm new to this myself so these are just my suggestions and I'm sure that someone more experienced will be able to help you more.
Just hang in there and do what you can to start making positive changes! I wish you the best of luck!
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Re: help needed-need to feel positive again

New postby Literarylioness » Tue Jul 21, 2009 7:24 pm

katz1 --

Have you gone to a doctor to see whether or not this is physical depression? I am not a doctor, but you are describing the symptoms of depression and you might need medication. I would get a physical first before anything else.

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Re: help needed-need to feel positive again

New postby starsinthesky7 » Wed Jul 22, 2009 1:52 am

katz1 --

You may not be suffering depression as a result of a chemical imbalance or anything like that. This may be due to your aunt dying, and other life altering events. These events are obviously causing you stress and anxiety.

I recommend that you go and see a therapist. There are low cost therapist that will see you on a sliding scale if you need to. I am not sure where you live, but I would just call and ask around. I know you mentioned your mother passed away 12 years ago, and realistically you are never going to just get over your mother passing away, BUT you can go to therapy to help deal with your grief and heal properly. Also, a therapist can be great just to have someone to talk to you, and just get it out to sort out your thoughts. Sometimes you need the insight from someone you do not know.

I would not seek medication first because most depression medicine is not great used alone. And if you get depression medication it has withdrawal effects and other side effects. Your therapist can guide you in this.

As for hoodoo, I would say that your priority of things should be YOU and NOT working on your ex. Seriously, STOP doing the honey jar. I am not saying this to be mean or rude. I am saying this because I understand where you are at. You cannot work while you are wounded and sad right now. First, I would recommend doing some sort of uncrossing, and a good one. I would get an uncrossing bath to help get rid of all the negativity in your life. In addition, I would do a road opener to open up the pathways to help you get new job. In the process, you need to be looking for a job.

Then you need to do a job spell.

But like KellyKat says I think you need to empower yourself in acting. It is easy to be wounded, and sometimes hard to get back up, but just slowly start to get yourself back together, and remember everything happens for a reason. You will be okay. Then once you start seeing positive changes, then go back to doing work on your ex. YOU should come first always!
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Re: help needed-need to feel positive again

New postby Turnsteel » Wed Jul 22, 2009 5:34 am

katz1 --

First go see a doctor and make sure that your not suffering from clinical depression, listen to your doctor and if you do have depression take the drugs the doctor gives you, you may have to work with your doctor to find the right dose but do not stop just because its not working at first. Then see a therapist. Rootwork and magic in general is all well and good but it is no substitute for modern medical knowledge and modern drugs.
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New postby Aina » Fri Dec 18, 2009 1:43 am

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Re: Blessing/ending depression

New postby jwmcclin » Fri Dec 18, 2009 6:08 am

Even when u work the mojo for her the previous suggestion may be in order Ania. Have u reviewed Golden Seal Root found here http://www.herb-magic.com/golden-seal-root.html also I have read amazing things about the 7-11 Healing oil found here fhttp://www.luckymojo.com/7-11holytype.html
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Re: Blessing/ending depression

New postby Devi Spring » Fri Dec 18, 2009 9:18 am

St. Dymphna is really great for working to heal mental challenges. She has a loving presence and seems very willing to work with anyone who calls on her. LM carrys a whole line of St. Dymphna products and they are very lovely! Get some of the oil and maybe some of the incense, combine it with some Healing, Clarity, and Tranquility and you've got a really nice combo there. I would certainly keep some vigil lights set on that one, along with anything else that you prepare for her.

Goldenseal root is very good - AND it's also the herb associated with St. Dymphna in Catholic folk magic. Using some eucalyptus, which helps to cast off bad things, along with some sage (for cleansing and wisdom), and some althea for healing along with the goldenseal is good. Basil could work as it is cleansing as well as promotes family happiness. Mint and solomon seal root would both also be good choices.

I like to make a honey jar spell using many of these herbs to help sweeten and clear someone's head. You can keep candles burning on it while doing a novena to St. Dymphna for a strong effect - use your St. Dymphna, or a blend of oils as suggested above.
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Re: Blessing/ending depression

New postby IBMagnet » Fri Dec 18, 2009 5:21 pm

Devi, I am interested in this. You mentioned a lot of things. I'd like to do something similar for my sister too but can't invest too much more than I have already invested in myself. Her situation requires professional intervention but she has been refusing to seek the help she needs and consequently occupies my mind ceaselessly. I need her to leave her bed and venture out into the world and want to live and seek treatment. Amongst the things you mentioned, what would be just enough?
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Re: Blessing/ending depression

New postby Devi Spring » Fri Dec 18, 2009 5:25 pm

You'd need to have a reading on that. Each situation is unique - what works for one person doesn't necessarily work for the other. No one approach is "better" or "more effective" than the others. They are different.

You would need to study the various herbs and roots mentioned, along with others, to see which one suited your sister's situation the best.

But you could certainly do just a novena to St. Dymphna without using any candles, oils or anything if you don't have resources to purchase them. You can Google her name and will find plenty of prayers and such.
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Re: Blessing/ending depression

New postby snake » Fri Dec 18, 2009 6:16 pm

I've been struggling with depression too. Make sure you give her some candles, especially during this dark time of year. I use yellow because it is such a sunny healing color. Could also benefit from some cleansing work, or at least a good smudging. My life is just fine too and I'm not obviously cursed/crosssed/hexed but I'm doing weekly cleansing to keep the darkness off. Some Florida Water cologne would probably also benefit her. The citrus smell is uplifting and it can be good for the cleansing and blessing too.
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Re: Blessing/ending depression

New postby IBMagnet » Fri Dec 18, 2009 6:41 pm

thank you all. I'll start with a reading.
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Re: Blessing/ending depression

New postby Aina » Sat Dec 19, 2009 10:01 pm

You guys are amazing! Thank you all very much! Your input is extremely valuable.

P.S. I was also thinking about using a Sun oil (one of the LM planet oils) on a yellow vigil for her to induce the feelings of happiness. I has such a nice and well, sunny feel to it.
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Spells to Overcome Fear and Anxiety and Increase Confidence

New postby DestinyAndFate » Sat Feb 13, 2010 6:04 pm

Hi, what oils would you recommend to overcome shyness and give you confidence? Thank you.

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Re: Confidence Oil?

New postby catherineyronwode » Sat Feb 13, 2010 6:11 pm

Crucible of Courage. Power. And if the shyness has created a "wall of invisibility" so that people are not seeing you, Look Me Over.
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Re: Confidence Oil?

New postby DestinyAndFate » Sat Feb 13, 2010 6:16 pm

Thank you!
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my life is a mess, lonely & penniless

New postby domino » Wed Apr 07, 2010 9:47 am

Hi I’m Hendrix.

I don’t know where to start my life seems like a massive mess and I can’t see any way out.

I’ll start at the beginning. When I was 17 I prayed and I prayed to have someone to love. My prayers were answered I got more then I could have imagined she was wonderful. I met her on the bus. We went to colleges on the opposite side of town. We were so young and from completely different back grounds. But it was clear we were inseparable. It turned out she went to primary school with my friends that I was going to college with. So everyone knew each other. I introduced my friends to her friends and more long term relationships started.

She got pregnant about 8 months after we met. She asked me what we were going to do. I said it was up to her and she had the baby terminated. I went to the clinic with her for support she went into the room and I sat outside I was almost in tears and couldn’t believe what was happening. I mean I didn’t want a child but I didn’t want to be responsible for killing a baby. But of course the decision was hers. I didn’t want to start putting pressure where there was already so much. I left the clinic and went home. I couldn’t sit there any longer. I know now that it was very selfish and I should have been there for her. She never forgave me for that.

We spent the next 2 years on and off. I couldn’t live with her or without her.

One night we were at the park having a party with a few mates after an argument about something or other I saw her lock arms with these 2 blokes and leave the park. Of course I gave chase I hit the biggest one first with all my might. I immediately Realised it was her parents not 2 blokes and I had knocked her stepdad out and her mum was screaming. Of course I only hit him once when I realised who it was I was shocked I was convinced it was someone else. Her mum and dad where both quite stocky and had very short hair so in the dark with about 6 pints down me it looked completely different.

Of course I was at her house the very next day apologising for what had happened and I explained that I thought she was being dragged off by 2 blokes and i feared for her safety. They forgave me or at least thats what they said.

Shortly after that my parents got divorced and I had to move out of my family home because they wanted to sell up and split the money. My dad when to the Philippines and my mum went to a women’s refuge. I drew the short straw and went to live with a mate in a squat I was welcome with neither of my parents.

However the relationship with my gf seemed to improve shortly after that. Then took a turn when my friends kicked me out my new home and called the police. I wasn’t arrested they just said I had to leave and I couldn’t even collect my stuff without the owners consent. So I lost my pc my bed and everything else I owned.

I had nowhere to live she was still living at home with her mum and step dad, and I began looking for somewhere else to live. I moved into a room in a shared house. She came round allot even had a key. She had arranged one night to come over, when she never turned up I started getting worried so I called her reaptily fearing the worst, it was a not very nice area that I lived in so I was very concerned.

I finally got a txt saying I’m on the bus on the way home but there’s lots of chavs I think they will steel my phone if I get it out. I new immediately I was being played for a fool. So I left it.

She came round the next day something had changed in her. I could sense it in her I knew there was something wrong. After spending so much time with her i new when she was lying. I had seen her do it 100 times to her mum. She said she was fine and apologised for the night b4. I asked her to leave at this point she took her bag and left and I thought that was the end of it.

I got home from work the next day to find a cop sat in my living room I asked him what he was doing there and he said that they had had a complaint from my x gf who I could hear crying upstairs. I asked him what the nature of the complaint and told him I had been working he said we can discuss it as the station. I declined and said I’m not going anywhere until IV had a brew and a cig. He dashed towards me ready to hand cuff me so I put him on his ass. Then I heard someone coming down the stairs it was a female cop so I couldn’t do the same to her so I gave myself up.

I was locked up for 23hrs no cigs no food just water. I never got a solicitor either. When they released me I felt so terrible I wanted to walk off the nearest bridge and jump. I got a court date posted to me and I was being charged with criminal damage, assault resisting arrest and assaulting a police officer. I took a few days off to go to court.

The case was dismissed when both my x and the cop lied to the judge about events that happened so I walked free. That wasn’t really my concern all my friends I went to school and college with she new and told them I had been arrested for beating her up. Which I never but of course she had marked herself in such a way that it looked like I had. So they believed her and now even my best friends I have not spoken to them in years. They think I’m a wife beater. I’m not I’m a gentle and considerate person especially to the females of the species I would never hurt a girl.

I lost my job shortly after that. I was truly heartbroken all I wanted to do was smoke and drink. Death couldn’t come quick enough. I truly had no one. Then I went to uni thinking that I could turn myself around. I of course failed. So I moved back into my mum’s house.

I can’t find a job. I have no one to talk to about things. I have so much to give but no one wants it. I still think about her everyday even though it was 5 years ago now she is married with children. I don’t want her bk because I don’t want to ruin someone else happiness + there are children involved. I just want to find a little piece of happiness for me.

Most nights I pray I won’t wake and can stay in my dreams because I don’t feel lonely there.

Am I being punished for the disscions I have made?

Is there anything that can help me I would give anything a try at this point.

Also I went to help my step dad unblock a drain around one of his old friend house. He warned me b4 I got there that the woman who lived there fought her was a witch. I of course mocked it saying don’t be stupid. Anyway we fixed there drain and they invited us to sit down for a drink. We of course accepted and had a few vodkas. The woman kept looking at me twitching almost. I just smiled and continued drinking. She came and sat next to me and took my hand she said ur hands r very cold. I said yes IV been fixing a drain and laughed. Her hand was so warm the warmest hands I have ever felt.

She said there is a lot of pain in you boy. U has had a hard life and don’t deserve the way people treat u or the things that had happened to you. She also sed I wood break my mother heart. And there was something wrong with my sexuality needless to say being a hetero I told her that I’m not gay and I like girls. She said there is some one bad over my left shoulder. At this point I thought she was just having a good guess.

She went upstairs for an hour or so. I was talking to her husband asking about her and readings and if they were accurate.

My step dad had last seen them a year ago I wasn’t there on that occasion. But she had told him not to drive in January; This January the 6th he was band for drunk driving.

She came back down stair to call her husband to bed. I asked her if I could talk to her again. Very quickly. I asked her who was telling her these things about me, she said she couldn’t say. So I asked her to give me the first few letters of the name she took a second and then said my dead granddads name. I was freaked out I left shortly after that.

If there is something bad over my left shoulder, would anyone know what this means?
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Re: my life is a mess, lonely & penniless

New postby Devi Spring » Wed Apr 07, 2010 12:33 pm

Domino / Henrix,

I would start with a reading with a good worker, there are many at the AIRR. They can help you figure out what's going on with you, and if there's anything to the "over your left shoulder" thing or not.

In the meantime, get yourself started with a deep cleansing of yourself and your home. This will help you get out from under all the negative stuff that's been building up around you due to the hard times you've had, and just basically start working towards giving you a spiritual blank slate to start from. 13-Herb bath and Chinese Wash are very good places to start.

Since this is a long-standing thing, I would do 13 days of the 13-Herb Bath, and wash the heck out of your house with that Chinese Wash. Add a teaspoon of ammonia to it to make it kick extra hard. Burn a good amount of cleansing incense while you do this, Uncrossing would work well. Burn it everyday during the cleanse, and burn enough to fill your home with the smoke - do this with the windows open so the smoke can carry any negativity away. Make sure the smoke gets into EVERY nook and cranny of your home, under furniture, behind appliances, into cabinets and closets, etc.

You may also want to get some Healing & Blessing candles set for you during this time. The AIRR workers can do this for you, or you can have it done through the Missionary Independent Church. You might want to order some of the Healing and Blessing fixed candles from Lucky Mojo to burn yourself in your home as well. This will help back up and reinforce the work that others are doing for you. This will help bring good calm energy to you and start helping you heal from the emotional traumas you've endured.
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Re: my life is a mess, lonely & penniless

New postby ConjureMan Ali » Wed Apr 07, 2010 1:37 pm

Domino / Hendrix,

Besides the wonderful advice given by Devi, you may want to also seek out help for the emotional turmoil you're going through. I would consider working with a therapist to help you with your thoughts of depression. It can go a long way to help make things look up for you again.

Follow through with a reading and thorough cleansing to handle the spiritual side of things.
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Re: my life is a mess, lonely & penniless

New postby Devi Spring » Wed Apr 07, 2010 1:40 pm

Yes - thanks ConjureMan! Definitely working to help sort things out on the physical end of things well speed along spiritual change as well. All levels of being are involved with working successful and long-lasting magic. :)
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Re: my life is a mess, lonely & penniless

New postby catherineyronwode » Wed Apr 07, 2010 1:47 pm

Domino / Hendrix,

Please read this "Hoodoo in Theory and Practice" page about readers and rootworkers.

http://luckymojo.com/blackgypsies.html

The phrase, "there is something (dark, menacing) over your left shoulder" is a stock line that false readers use to scare people into becoming clients. I am not saying that the reader you encountered was a fraud, but this line is often heard in the mouths of such false readers.

Beyond that, it seems that you may suffer from depression. This is a medical condition and cannot be treated by magic alone. It requires counselling. Depression can lead to suiicidal thoughts, constant dwelling on past sorrows, a persistant belief that one is doomed to failure, and to the inability to move on in life. It may be at the root of your self-condemnatory asides, such as "I of course failed."

Also, you seem awfully eager to drink and to hit people, which may indicate a mental issue around alcohol -- and alcohol is a depressant that makes depressed people sicker. This too may require counselling. I seriously suggest that if you are drinking often, you seek help from a group like Alcoholics Anonymous, get a sponsor in the program, and they will also help you try to find a job.
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Re: my life is a mess, lonely & penniless

New postby catherineyronwode » Wed Apr 07, 2010 3:31 pm

Dear domino / Hendrix --

Unfortunately, after you changed your username from Hendrix to Domino you started going in and editing your original post. After you had edited it multiple times, it had become changed in content to the point that it was becoming difficult for me to moderate the thread and the responses it had engendered. I'm sorry, but removing your ability to post to the forum is the only way i know to keep the information in the database.

Good luck.
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Healing Prayer and Products

New postby lunatrix » Mon Apr 19, 2010 11:11 am

Can someone please recommend a healing prayer and products?
This is for myself. Got dumped and am experiencing much depression
and lack of motivation. Also sleeping way too much.

Bottom line is I have work to do, so I need some assistance in the healing department.
Been using eggs and baths with hyssop, salt, and vinegar.
Waiting for LM products to arrive but did not order any healing supplies.

Also cleaning the house and smudging.

Any recommendations appreciated. Things just seem to be getting worse and not better.
Of course I want to just waive a magic wand and make it all better immediately, but I know life
doesn't work quite like that...damn!
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Re: Healing Prayer and Products

New postby amandine » Mon Apr 19, 2010 11:15 am

Well all I can say is that the "Healing" LM products are very effective for emotions. I originally got them for other types of physical healing but it improved my mood as well.
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Re: Healing Prayer and Products

New postby lunatrix » Mon Apr 19, 2010 3:50 pm

Thank you!
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Re: Healing Prayer and Products

New postby misst » Tue Apr 20, 2010 4:55 pm

I found this to be interchangable and very helpful:

http://www.luckymojo.com/blessing.html
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Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby Turnsteel » Wed Apr 21, 2010 11:17 pm

Hello everyone.

I have panic attacks fairly often. Usually they are pretty minor, just a feeling of anxiety but sometimes it can get bad :oops: . I am working with my doctor and it has helped but I would like to address it spiritually as well. Through readings I've ruled out spiritual attracts, I keep up content protections and follow a spiritual cleaning regiment anyways, so that narrows everything down a bit. I guess I'm just way to close to this problem, cause I can't think of much to help myself,lol.

So any advise would be greatly appreciated.
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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby sebs64 » Thu Apr 22, 2010 1:58 am

I also suffer from anxiety and I am not sure what spiritual things you could use but lavender oil always helps me, a drop on a tissue inside my pillow at night helps and also meditating over a white candle dressed with a calming oil (like crucible of courage of king solomon) helps calm me.

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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby chy clayton s » Thu Apr 22, 2010 10:31 am

True lavender is an anti-manic, and from a strictly medical point of it use can be effective in calming racing thoughts.

My grandmother would take 3-5 four-holed shell buttons, put a cross stitch in each and then stitch them together ( using thick white cotton thread). She would put a few drops of scented oil on the threads and give them to people to carry as pocket worry pieces.

She once told me "Children loose their marbles, adults lose their buttons."

I still carry the set she made me every day, I've had to restitch it a few times over the years.
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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby Joseph Magnuson » Thu Apr 22, 2010 9:20 pm

chy clayton s wrote:True lavender is an anti-manic, and from a strictly medical point of it use can be effective in calming racing thoughts.

My grandmother would take 3-5 four-holed shell buttons, put a cross stitch in each and then stitch them together ( using thick white cotton thread). She would put a few drops of scented oil on the threads and give them to people to carry as pocket worry pieces.

She once told me "Children loose their marbles, adults lose their buttons."

I still carry the set she made me every day, I've had to restitch it a few times over the years.


That is a great little tidbit! Thank you so much for sharing it!
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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby ConjureMan Ali » Fri Apr 23, 2010 1:16 am

A soothing and tranquil mojo hand that combines elements of healing may help further the process of overcoming the anxiety attacks. Althea to sooth and Angelica to guard may be a good addition to the mojo hand.

I've seen such mojo hands for such cases and people actually use them sort of like worry dolls. They speak to the spirit of the mojo hand when they are troubled or feel a panic attack coming on and it helps them keep things under control.

You an also include Clarity and Healing products to help you get to the core of why you are having the attacks and how to heal.

From a slighly different perspective there is a belief that panic attacks that have no immediate cause are a result of entities that exist on a subtle plane. They don't actually attack the individual, but them passing near by or latching on will cause such symptoms in the individual. It might be worth looking into.

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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby Macbaby » Fri Apr 23, 2010 9:52 pm

ConjureMan wrote:From a slighly different perspective there is a belief that panic attacks that have no immediate cause are a result of entities that exist on a subtle plane. They don't actually attack the individual, but them passing near by or latching on will cause such symptoms in the individual. It might be worth looking into.


This is very interesting. I suffer from unexplained panic attacks that come on all of a sudden, and I've suspected supernatural reasons for a long time. CM, how would one look into this? Are there any specific things/symptoms that would point to this conclusion as opposed to a medical reason?
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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby ConjureMan Ali » Sat Apr 24, 2010 1:09 am

You can PM and we'll discuss it there so as to not take this too far off topic. I simply mentioned it as something to consider.
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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby ablake » Sat Apr 24, 2010 6:55 am

Hi HD:

I am sad to hear about your panic attacks. I am even more sad that I have nothing that I can recommend to someone who has taken so much time to help so many people on the forums.

Yet, I will add your name to my prayers at night. I will burn a healing candle for you.

May God bless you.
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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby suzyparker » Mon Apr 26, 2010 1:50 pm

Anxiety is my thing. I do the medication route and must say, cannot function without valium, xanax, etc. BUT, I also note.. my anxiety is a good guide for me. Sometimes when I feel anxious, my work is working (love spell) I'm tuned in.. too much so. I LOVE the button idea. I may do that. I found a strand of beads one day in a shopping cart and have adopted them as my worry beads. Bottom line, if you can, embrace the anxiety to a degree. it may be your gut telling you something; if you need medication, take it; and by all means, use natural stuff. I find LM's 711 Oil and Tranquility Oil very helpful. On the wrist, breathe deeply
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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby Mama Micki » Mon Apr 26, 2010 2:04 pm

Could the IS have something to do with this? HD has mentioned working with it in previous posts, and some think that working with it can cause anxiety. Personally, I have never worked with the IS, so maybe someone more knowledgeable could comment
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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby Turnsteel » Mon Apr 26, 2010 3:23 pm

cleopatra wrote:Could the IS have something to do with this? HD has mentioned working with it in previous posts, and some think that working with it can cause anxiety. Personally, I have never worked with the IS, so maybe someone more knowledgeable could comment


This is true I have worked with the IS, a very long while ago. As I said my own readings and those of an AIRR reader has shown that the cause is not spiritual. Thank you for mentioning that tho, it is a very important point to look at in cases like mine, has the subject done some form of harsh work and hasn't kept up a spiritual cleansing and protection routine?( I have ;) )

I want to thank everyone who has posted to this thread, you've all given me a lot of very good ideas and great advice. The support, both here and in PM's, is truly heartwarming. Thank, my friends.
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Re: Panic Attack and Anxiety

New postby duchess » Tue Apr 27, 2010 8:24 am

You know I have been having the same problem off and on for several years. As soon as I bought LM's Crown of Success Oil for a little extra boost of confidence, I found it helped immensely with my anxiety and made me feel like I could fend off the attacks. Not sure why but perhaps worth a try? :)
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How Do I Remove My Own Depression and Negativity?

New postby tboy1977 » Mon Sep 27, 2010 9:43 pm

I wanted to work some magic..... but my mood is depressed. How do I remove this negative energy so I can cast a good spell?
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Re: How Do I Remove My Own Depression and Negativity?

New postby ConjureMan Ali » Mon Sep 27, 2010 11:03 pm

A stable mind and stout heart are all important characteristics to have when it comes to conjure and rootwork.

Cleasing baths can help you remove the negativity and dark mood after which you should dress yourself with Tranquility, Blessing, or Healing oils.

Good luck.
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