by JAD82017 » Thu Jul 20, 2017 7:06 am
Good morning,
Sorry to bother again! So, last night I got this overwhelming urge to create another honey jar. I have no idea why and for some reason I felt like I should reuse the items in my original honey jar- combine them if you will. So after about two hours of prep work and the strangest feeling of being led to do this jar, I finally completed it. I wrote our names 7 times each in a tic-tac toe board type fashion. I wrote my desire without lifting my pen in a circle around our names and then I placed two pictures of us together inside that paper, our full names and birthdays on the back of both pictures. I put personal items (a piece of his boxers, two items of his writing-one of them saying I love you- & a used condom) in the center along with rose petals and ginger. Folded it towards me then tied a rubber band around it because it wouldn't stay folded. Placed honey on top of it along with two pink hearts, one with his name and birth, the other with mine, both magnetized. I put a blue candle on top for communication (Wednesday being good for communication workings too) and was planning on doing an orange tonight to open any road blocks. I'm not trying to force him into loving me, I'm just trying to keep the flame we had alive until our lives are settled and less hectic.
Now, like I mentioned before, I had this overwhelming urge to create this new jar. I had asked in a previous post if I should make a second jar due to it being the waning moon when I created my original jar and I was basically told no, moon phases don't always matter so I had decided to just keep the original then last night I felt like I was being pulled to create the second. I did everything I mentioned above, glued a picture of our hands intertwined to the inside of the lid then closed it. I meditated and spoke to it as if I were speaking to him. Then I decided to decorate the jar on a whim. I took silver and gold glass marker and started writing the qualities I want in our relationship (happiness, communication, etc) and put some stickers on it I had found from Valentine's Day. It FELT right last night, all of it. The blue candle burned down and left very little wax I felt like it was successful. However, I woke up this morning and I was emotional. I want to chalk it up to the anniversary of my friends death but I'm not sure, I can't decide if what I did last night was right or not? Also, I can't remember if when I wrote my petition I went through and crossed my T's and dotted my i's... If I didn't would that screw the whole thing up? Can I go back to look or would unfolding it screw it all up? Thanks for reading. Any and all help is appreciated!