Hello
Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2015 1:51 pm
Hello gifted community.
I'm not quite sure how to introduce myself as I'm truly a hermit and prefer to watch from the back of the room, getting up and saying hello has always been a big deal to me (introductions).
I am mixed race as I feel most Americans are to some degree. My Mamo was Sauk/Fox from Iowa, she was my inspiration in all things, I loved (love) her more than anything and when she passed I went spinning, my whole life was lost to me for over 15 years until recently. I still feel as if I'm floating but I'm stable and focused.
The unseen worlds have always been part of my life, energies in the natural world are how I see the landscape, as vibrating, vibrant, alive. I'm a journeychild and remain open to the worlds. As I said earlier, I am a hermit and I can go for years without much in person interaction with others -- as an artist this works out (most of the time). The internet is wonderful for us introverts and hermits for these reasons. At this point I have come more to feeling grateful and focusing on forgiveness and release than resentments and sadness over the hard road of abandonments and abuse from those around me through my life. My heart line is chained heavily and for some reason I could not understand how that played into my life until a small lightbulb realization recently while listening to the Rootwork hour, surely it's part of my standoffish nature (instinct). Meanwhile... deadlines, intense dreams, all the kinds of work and repetitions and I feel like I do not have enough time (I think this is universal too) to get to the things I seek and want more of -- reading and being part of a greater community.
I've been buying from LM for a very long time and truly feel that what Cat (and team) has contributed to the world is utterly priceless. The archives are a wonder. Dedication inspires me like nothing else.
I hope this was not to long and yet enough of an introduction,,
Respectfully,
Niish-
I'm not quite sure how to introduce myself as I'm truly a hermit and prefer to watch from the back of the room, getting up and saying hello has always been a big deal to me (introductions).
I am mixed race as I feel most Americans are to some degree. My Mamo was Sauk/Fox from Iowa, she was my inspiration in all things, I loved (love) her more than anything and when she passed I went spinning, my whole life was lost to me for over 15 years until recently. I still feel as if I'm floating but I'm stable and focused.
The unseen worlds have always been part of my life, energies in the natural world are how I see the landscape, as vibrating, vibrant, alive. I'm a journeychild and remain open to the worlds. As I said earlier, I am a hermit and I can go for years without much in person interaction with others -- as an artist this works out (most of the time). The internet is wonderful for us introverts and hermits for these reasons. At this point I have come more to feeling grateful and focusing on forgiveness and release than resentments and sadness over the hard road of abandonments and abuse from those around me through my life. My heart line is chained heavily and for some reason I could not understand how that played into my life until a small lightbulb realization recently while listening to the Rootwork hour, surely it's part of my standoffish nature (instinct). Meanwhile... deadlines, intense dreams, all the kinds of work and repetitions and I feel like I do not have enough time (I think this is universal too) to get to the things I seek and want more of -- reading and being part of a greater community.
I've been buying from LM for a very long time and truly feel that what Cat (and team) has contributed to the world is utterly priceless. The archives are a wonder. Dedication inspires me like nothing else.
I hope this was not to long and yet enough of an introduction,,
Respectfully,
Niish-