Single Mom of 4 in OH
Posted: Wed Mar 16, 2011 10:22 pm
Hi,
I'm Traci. I'm 36 and have 3 daughters with another one on the way. She'll be here in mid to late June. My husband and I are separated but nothing is official yet. He does have his own apartment now so I see where this is going.
I'm new to hoodoo but have a little bit of an exposure. A good friend and roommate years ago was a practicing Wiccan. I never included myself in her rituals or spells because I felt that my then-lackadaisical qualities would hinder her. However, I did see the results of her practices on many occasions. Even once, she set up a honey jar to assist in my finding a job and I swear, it worked. I found a job that fit every aspect we had spoken of.
I just want to learn more. Of course, I'm in the process of setting up a honey jar for reconciliation. I understand that if it is truly not what is best for us and our children, it will not happen. I'm just frightened that his new-found bachelor lifestyle may lead him to stray before we decide if divorce is inevitable. I'm also looking for information to help him be more attentive to our children. Only one is old enough (9) to really understand what is going on. The others are 3 and 1 (today, actually!).
Another quick tidbit. This pregnancy has been very complicated and I'm unable to work until after she is born. I had a new-ish sterilization procedure done in late May of 2010. Unfortunately, it did not work and I found out I was pregnant on Nov. 15th, after we had decided to separate. There was a high chance of a tubal pregnancy but it actually made it through my tubes fine. I'm now 20 weeks along and have dealt with 1st trimester bleeding, issues with the placenta and now we find out there is a cord abnormality and my daughter has cysts on her brain. It's just too, too much sometimes.
So, with all that said, I see that I may need to focus on other issues besides reconciliation. Bringing my girls back into his heart, protection for my baby, finances, and soon, job-seeking assistance. This all seems like so much but I just try to remind myself that I've actually been through worse than any of this. For some reason, I was called on to be the mother of these 4 lady babies and I will cherish it.
Thanks for listening to my rant, I'm rather long-winded and my life is reminiscent of a Lifetime Movie of the Week.
Traci
I'm Traci. I'm 36 and have 3 daughters with another one on the way. She'll be here in mid to late June. My husband and I are separated but nothing is official yet. He does have his own apartment now so I see where this is going.
I'm new to hoodoo but have a little bit of an exposure. A good friend and roommate years ago was a practicing Wiccan. I never included myself in her rituals or spells because I felt that my then-lackadaisical qualities would hinder her. However, I did see the results of her practices on many occasions. Even once, she set up a honey jar to assist in my finding a job and I swear, it worked. I found a job that fit every aspect we had spoken of.
I just want to learn more. Of course, I'm in the process of setting up a honey jar for reconciliation. I understand that if it is truly not what is best for us and our children, it will not happen. I'm just frightened that his new-found bachelor lifestyle may lead him to stray before we decide if divorce is inevitable. I'm also looking for information to help him be more attentive to our children. Only one is old enough (9) to really understand what is going on. The others are 3 and 1 (today, actually!).
Another quick tidbit. This pregnancy has been very complicated and I'm unable to work until after she is born. I had a new-ish sterilization procedure done in late May of 2010. Unfortunately, it did not work and I found out I was pregnant on Nov. 15th, after we had decided to separate. There was a high chance of a tubal pregnancy but it actually made it through my tubes fine. I'm now 20 weeks along and have dealt with 1st trimester bleeding, issues with the placenta and now we find out there is a cord abnormality and my daughter has cysts on her brain. It's just too, too much sometimes.
So, with all that said, I see that I may need to focus on other issues besides reconciliation. Bringing my girls back into his heart, protection for my baby, finances, and soon, job-seeking assistance. This all seems like so much but I just try to remind myself that I've actually been through worse than any of this. For some reason, I was called on to be the mother of these 4 lady babies and I will cherish it.
Thanks for listening to my rant, I'm rather long-winded and my life is reminiscent of a Lifetime Movie of the Week.
Traci
