Hi...New Here from California! NEED HELP NOW!
Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2012 2:02 pm
Hello All,
I am brand new to ALL of this. I've been lurking for a couple days now and became very interested! I told myself a couple months ago, "I wish I could find a love spell" And then laughed. Yeah right I thought. I didn't start looking until a couple of days ago and went with the first site I found. I think I grew a little bit of an attachment to it.
I guess I should start with my urgent issue, in a nut shell. My marriage. I just found out about 3 months ago how unhappy my spouse is. And it hit me like a ton of bricks,a slap in the face and a punch in the stomach. I didn't know he felt that bad. Our communication has been very poor for years. I've been going through depression,anxiety,panic attacks. Drinking too much. And I was withdrawing myself from my family. But I didn't realize how bad it was. We weren't going anywhere together,I never talked about my problems and I wasn't feeling as "physical" as I use too. I love him so very much and don't want to lose him ever. I want our family to stay together. I want to get better and I want us to get better. I do not communicate well with the people that I should be communicating the best with.(does that make sense?)
I never realized until then how much I love him and I feel I love him more now than ever. I was taking things for granted. We've been together for 15 years and I'm am not ready to give up!!
I have so much more to say, but I did say a nutshell. That was kind of a big shell from a big nut!
So please any feedback for me to work with would be great a.s.a.p.! I'm willing to start with some red candle spells(?) today! I was reading about the saints(confused me though) I'm not sure what,where and how to start. Was also reading about rootworkers.
Thank you so much for listening(reading) and I hope to hear from someone soon!
I am brand new to ALL of this. I've been lurking for a couple days now and became very interested! I told myself a couple months ago, "I wish I could find a love spell" And then laughed. Yeah right I thought. I didn't start looking until a couple of days ago and went with the first site I found. I think I grew a little bit of an attachment to it.
I guess I should start with my urgent issue, in a nut shell. My marriage. I just found out about 3 months ago how unhappy my spouse is. And it hit me like a ton of bricks,a slap in the face and a punch in the stomach. I didn't know he felt that bad. Our communication has been very poor for years. I've been going through depression,anxiety,panic attacks. Drinking too much. And I was withdrawing myself from my family. But I didn't realize how bad it was. We weren't going anywhere together,I never talked about my problems and I wasn't feeling as "physical" as I use too. I love him so very much and don't want to lose him ever. I want our family to stay together. I want to get better and I want us to get better. I do not communicate well with the people that I should be communicating the best with.(does that make sense?)
I never realized until then how much I love him and I feel I love him more now than ever. I was taking things for granted. We've been together for 15 years and I'm am not ready to give up!!
I have so much more to say, but I did say a nutshell. That was kind of a big shell from a big nut!
So please any feedback for me to work with would be great a.s.a.p.! I'm willing to start with some red candle spells(?) today! I was reading about the saints(confused me though) I'm not sure what,where and how to start. Was also reading about rootworkers.
Thank you so much for listening(reading) and I hope to hear from someone soon!