LuckyLove, I'm not going to try to improve on my colleagues' excellent advice, but -- after all these signs of POWER, you ask one odd question:
luckylove143 wrote:
Is the spell dead ?
WORRY KILLS MAGIC. It's even worse for magic than doubt, because I've done spells where I slipped into a calm, "yeah, right" frame of mind after the candle was lit or the doll baby baptized -- and they succeeded. That calm skepticism might allow you to back off and let the magic do what it does.
But WORRY is different. Worry is the clinging crab that drags the climbing crab back into the bucket. Worry is the terrified swimmer's arm tightening about the lifeguard's neck.
If you find yourself WORRIED about your magic, CALM YOURSELF AT ONCE. Get some Tranquility bath crystals, drink some borage tea, or pray the psalms. Repeat as needed.
Blessings and good luck,
Miss Michaele