Wow! What can I say. Such a wonderful thing, is the CSL. I am so pleased I found it.
I posted a prayer today as my life is not good just now. To cut a long story short, a horrible ex of mine has made allegations about me, so I had my first encounter with the police this week. As a law abiding citizen, this was a new experience for me and also a very frightening one, despite the police reminding me I was a "witness" just now. I also discovered I couldn't get on to do the course I wanted at university and even if I got more qualifications or experience (which I have), they still wouldn't have accepted me because I failed a component of my last degree course and it's against their "criteria". My Father is very ill and has shingles on his face which the doctors say he could go blind with. My last ex (not the horrible allegations one) who I really liked ended it on Valentine's Day of all days, by text, saying he didn't feel anything for me and wanted to be friends only. Work is drying up (I work for an agency).
So this has all had an affect on my mental wellbeing. And today I thought, ahh! Had enough. I posted a prayer to the CSL and said how I felt and asked if others could pray to help get my life back on track and get through this horrible time. This was earlier in the afternoon.
Suddenly, I had an overwhelming urge to ring a nurse to say how bad I felt. Now, I was on the phone to her the whole time and the most strangest thing happened. My Mother who I live with became annoyed and asked me why an ambulance was outside the house. I broke down and they ambulance crew were the most compassionate people I have spoken with in a long, long time. They weren't angry, but said someone (I don't know who!) called them as they were worried about me. They did their checks on me (physically) and stayed with me for a while.
What is even more bizarre is a police officer arrived and I became fearful, after dealing with them on Monday. On Tuesday, I posted a prayer to the CSL and asked that all police and authorities stay away from me and that my ex makes no further allegations. The officer immediately walked straight out of the house and came NOWHERE near me. Having worked with vulnerable patients before, the officers normally want to speak to them, this one avoided me!
The doctor came and spoke with me, everyone showed a level of caring and said they want to do their ultimate best in helping. When they made sure I felt ok, they left.
Although I didn't feel great, I felt very calm when I had a bath, and do so now. As though there is a little bit of inner peace trying to be restored. What is more touching is that six people have prayed for me in the CSL!
I am so touched and grateful for those who prayed for me today, you've really helped. I feel as though I hit rock bottom with all that is going on in my life, but there was too much that happened today to be a coincidence, and I do believe it is the result of you lovely people at the CSL praying for me.
THANK YOU!
