I am a complete noob as my nic suggests. I have been having quite a few problems for about 10 years but being the rational person that I am (agnostic atheist) I just shucked it up to coincidence and was naive about people around me. Needless to say I have finally started wondering.
I was 17 and our assistant manager had taken money under my ID and the blame went to me even though I had not touched the money and requested the people who were buying the shoes be contacted bc they could confirm my innocence. Smdh anyways I was interrogated by this woman manager and someone on the phone from the company. I was young and scared bc I was being threatened and just to get the hell out of there and bc they told me if I fessed up I could go home, I did so. I had remained there for 6 hours during that time. I know dumb. But there you have it. The manager was from new Orleans and it just made me think what if she put something on me....maybe I am just being paranoid....
It seems like every time I finally get going something smacks me down and not only that its as if I am beside myself watching all of this go down somehow trapped in a fog, mental block. Before I thought that I was just conflict averse but I usually take things head on with a clear mind, it just seems like when things get good something hits me and my true self doesnt show up but something or someone else

Anyhooo, at first I ordered some crown of success kit, and some king solomon honey jar for school thinking that maybe some self helpish kits would help etc. I at least had the good sense to set up a cleansing vigil candle dressing in crown of success and I said a prayer over it, and work it every other day, it seems to be burning well without any smearing or wax left over and I feel a bit better when making decisions. Then I started reading about jinxes and ordered a few of the jinx breaker, fiery wall of protection and some baths today.
Anyways thats a pretty long introduction about things you all probably didnt need to know but there it is anyway and hello!

