I am living in Scotland for nearly 10 years so far but originally I am from Poland. I grew up in the country and the culture where no one could even think about Hoodoo, Voodoo, Pagan, Wiccan, Witchcraft, spelling, it would be something like having a deal with a devil! After living a years in Scotland finally I discover it all about a two years ago and I ma amazed with it. Although in the meantime I didn't put too much attention into it recently I found out I have to do it as I need to put my life in right path and help myself to find a peace in my heart as I feel my heart cannot get any more of this all hurting stuff, to find a happiness and love and instead just accepting what the life is bringing to me (usually not too good things), I have to fight for better outcomes as it is seems happiness and love are avoiding me. I am a good hearted 40 years old woman and all my life I was more care about others than about myself but somehow I didn't get it back. So I ma here to find a help for which I will be very appreciate.
Also I cannot say I have a gift but I think I have a good inner voice/intuition but quite often unfortunately I ma ignoring it so have to learn not to do it any more.
I ma sorry if my grammar is not great but English is not my first language but I ma doing my best

Best for all

Ps. I wrote yesterday a post in "Spells for ex lover, ..." but I cannot find it there, I will put it again and I am sorry as it is long.
I just tried to do it again and saw this message that my post has to by approved before it will be posted..., so is that mean that something is wrong with it?